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This is why i love tumblr. It shows me that i'm not the only one in the world that has experienced this

i'm fine

other than directing your attention to the song, i would also like to direct your attention to her blog post here

i like this particular line from the post:

"As someone who grew up quite lonely at times, I personally looked to books, or movies, or music to be my "friend" through those times."

that's deep stuff man

so yea i like this song, even though it raided my feels on unsuspecting night. but i like it. it's so calming. and i can't wait to watch the movie it's featured in!!

wait wud

I am an introvert. I think that’s a fact that everybody knows by now (I hope)

Oh, there she goes again, making herself sound soooo important

Zip it. This is my blog I do as I please.

Whatever..

So as I was saying, I am an introvert and if you didn’t know that up until now, well..now you do. Never too late to learn something new don’t worry.

I found this on tumblr and it speaks to me

And then there’s:

And then the last one:

i'm bored

This is one of the examples of the pages in the notebook that I’ve been using for the past year. It’s amazing really, given that I almost never touch the same notebook again after using the first two pages, na mean? Ja feel?

A product of boredom I suppose, when clients or my bosses are rambling away, I have to do something to make them think I’m taking notes, right? Hahaha right!

good activities

I’ve realised that it is not what you do when you work that is going to affect how the rest of your day is going to be like, it’s what you’re gonna do after work that’s what’s important. It’s like, you can have a completely shitty day, complaining left and right about all the responsibilities that you have and wish you can run away from but if you have a pretty good after work plan, it’s all a different story. When the clock strikes 6 (for my case), I automatically feel better.

Because at 6, I’m free. I can tumblr all I want and nobody can say anything about it because it’s after hours and so what if I’m still sitting in the office, I’m off the clock yo! On a typical day, my idea of a good after work activity would be:

-          Backtracking my tumblr dashboard (usually for an hour or so on a typical day)

-          Dinner and crap session with the frolleagues

-          Going back and have a nice hot shower

-          Curling on my bed with my laptop watching any dramas I’m chasing at the moment or any funny short video clips I downloaded throughout the day

-          Curling up with a good fic or a book (the book part rarely happens though haha)

If I had the energy I would probably watch a movie or something but it usually never happens because I know I won’t have the energy to finish the whole thing and I hate watching a movie half way because I know I will probably never finish the second half.

These few days I’ve ventured into another ship (google if you don’t understand) and omg I am in too deep too fast but I regret nothing! There are so many things to discover and I love the initial hunt whenever I board a new ship. It’s exhilarating and when you find something good, it’s so satisfying. I’ve been doing this for years now and every time I venture onto a new fandom, the feeling is the same and I love it so much.

My favourite day of the week now is officially Wednesdays, because two of my favourite shows air on Tuesday nights (ang moh time which translates to Wednesday mornings our time). It is so awesome to download it and then look forward to the end of the day and watch it when you hit your bed. It drives you really. And I love it.

Of course, all the above is talking about a very typical week for the first 8 months of this year. It’s a completely different story now. Not that I’m complaining about my new after work activity. I just have a new activity I have to slot in but other than that I can do everything as usual. It only depends on my energy level after the new slot, which usually happens after tumblring and before dinner. After that, all can proceed as planned so not much complains here actually. I’m quite good.

Oh and p/s: if I ever have kids, namely daughters, remind me of the name Natasha. Thanks.

credit to owner

After certain events for today, i saw this on tumblr (how expected for this to appear, really) and i really like it and not in a "i like the graphics" kind of way but sort of the "quote of the day" kind of way haha

maturity

Find a job they said, it’ll be fun they said.

Well, it is fun to have a job and have money you can spend. But other than that, I don’t really see what’s so fun about having a job. Like, let’s get real, most of us would probably choose not to work for the rest of our youth.

I would like to have a word with the person who introduced the term “being an adult” because let’s face it, I am 22 going on 23, I have a job, I’ve been living on my own since 2010, I know how to operate online banking functions and I go grocery shopping for myself on weekends. And if you think after all of that I would know what being an adult is, think again.

Like seriously, I don’t know what it means to be an adult. Does it mean going to the bank to settle stuff on your own? Or having a job? Having to pay monthly bills? I need help in defining the word adult. Does it mean being mature enough to handle catastrophes and be totally chilled about it?

I cannot with pressure. And stress. Or anything resembling those two terrors. I may seem dependable or whatever but underneath this calm exterior is really just a kid who doesn’t do well with responsibilities. Like seriously. I run. I always run. I run away from responsibilities faster than I inhale a regular sized pizza (Dear can testify for that last part).

I actually wanted to write more, but I suddenly ran out of things to say. So allow me to redirect you to this

conclusion is: