Whiner/Crybaby

I was reminded of a line from The Devil Wears Prada, from when Nigel was telling Andy that she wasn’t trying her best, she was just being whiny about her job. And well, yea I feel that because that’s exactly what I’m doing now. I’m whining a lot and I think that mindset has got to go!

I am a huge crybaby. I really am. So I’m trying to change. Instead of being so whiny and pessimistic all the time, I’m trying to be more positive and more willing to step up to the challenge, no matter how much I hate it. It’s called being an adult, yes? So yea, I’m gonna try to be an adult from now on, just like how Andy sucked it up and then got really good at her job. I wanna be like that too, minus the fancy clothes of course, and also my boss isn’t all that awesome like Miranda Priestly. But I’m sure I can make it work!

So yea, I’ve been trying it out for a couple of days and it seems pretty nice. Also, it didn’t hurt that I’m rewatching one of my favourite animes now so I’m generally in a good mood these couple of days ahah! But I’m almost done with it though..hmm..there’s always the option of rewatching because I really love it so much! Sachi~!! *heart emoji* ahahahaha

i hate my job. this is not a secret anymore. i hate my job. i hate everything about my job except for certain colleagues whom i actually genuinely like and the internet in the office. i hate the stress, it is not good for my health. trust me i know. i hate the anxiety attacks it gives me because i forgot to do one small part and somehow it becomes something so huge. i hate that my seniors are so controlling. i hate everything. i hate going to the clients' place. i hate having to make an initiative to talk to strangers because it gives me anxiety. i hate that this job makes me feel so depressed sometimes. i hate this job because i can never catch  a break, nobody is cutting me any slack. i hate that i'm tired all the time. i hate everything. i hate that my seniors never seem to listen to what i say, they are never patient enough to let me finish my sentences before they interrupt. i hate that because of this job i now have anxiety. i hate that because of this job i now stutter when i talk. i hate this job because my english is like crap now because everything is so chinese.