Hurling

I am back in Kampar, at least till tomorrow when I'll pack my bags and head home again. it's convocation weekend now and i so don't wanna be stuck in this little place when there's going to be like hundreds of cars crawling all over the town.

came back on Sunday since class started on Monday. i was already paranoid that i wouldn't be able to sleep that night since i had a problem when changing beds and pillows, like those little kids would. and true enough, i couldn't sleep.

after tossing and turning for about 5 hours or so, i sat up on my bed with a weird feeling coming up at the back of my throat and ran to the toilet, hovered over the toilet bowl and voila, i threw up .___.

i don't know why i threw up because all that came out was water, no traces of any kind of food whatsoever. the first time i threw up, it was around 5:50am.. it went on until about 9:30am, with me hovering over the toilet bowl every 15 to 20 minutes. the intervals were shorter during the first hour, every ten minutes and i'll hurl once. then it slowly increased till it eventually stopped.

man i tell you i felt so lousy that day. my eyes were already tired from the lack of sleep but i don't know why but when i hurled, tears came out (lol) and it made my eyes even more tired. i literally felt like dying just to end the whole ordeal, or maybe it was just an exaggeration of my condition back then.

by the end of the day, the hurling stopped but i think i got a slight fever and a major headache so i went to bed at 8pm, only to wake up at 10:30pm, 2:30am and 3am. the first two times was to go pee but the last time, i just sat up on the bed, staring at the clock thinking

"OTL how to sleep for another 6hours??!!!!"

but i ended up waking up at 9am anyway (hahahha) and feeling way better, though my head still hurt if i stood up too fast or if i made any sudden movements.

appetite wise, it had been bad. the smell of food nauseated me. on monday itself i didn't eat till dinner. Tuesday, i barely had half a bowl of noodles and still wasn't hungry by dinner. didn't finish dinner for both days. it didn't return till yesterday night or maybe having Maggi was the right thing to do to bring it back since i had been eating very plain, literally tasteless, food the past two days. my friends were worried because we went out for dinner today

"you sure you ok? Can order those stuff?"

"meh..if i die when we get back, so be it"

well..let's just say i cannot agree with sambal belacan at the moment. totally diarrhoea-ed when i got back to my room. haha

so this has been my week. don't wanna relive it anytime soon .__.