The only one who will write something like that for me on
this day, thank you.
You don’t have to make
me read it, the moment I see any signs of your blog being updated I would
already have flown there XD
I don’t know about you, but I’m feeling 22!
Actually, as a matter of fact I do have an extra crease
on my forehead. It’s because I squint my eyes too often, a crease has formed in
the middle of my brows. Super duper sad!!!
What I want? What do I want? I actually have no clue.
You’d think by now I’d have a clear view on life and what my goals are.
Wrong!!! I am every bit as childish as you remember me to be, just with a lower
tolerance for bullshit.
Haha! You don’t really need to write me anything. Honestly, time is precious! Go to the
book, you must. But facebook, you must not! XDDDDD
Thank you dear, for simply being you and for that lovely
post.
True, it was all over the place but it served its
purpose.
Thank you dear, for being amazing.
If I had to do all those crazy things we did together again,
I would.
I’ll see you in a week dear! What time are you leaving on
Sunday? We can have this pillow chat thing in my new room the night before or
something!
A good
friend of mine, Anna, is leaving her job and though I’m saddened by the news I act
unfazed. Well, for most of the part at least.
Even
though it’s usually fun and all in the office, if you take a closer look, I don’t
really talk to a lot of people. Bet my boss will be telling me that I’m quiet
again like he did last time.
Clover
senpai said it’s part of a cycle and I’ll just have to suck it up and get on
with my life. Of course she said it in a nicer way, Chinese proverbs thrown in
and all. She does that often. She’ll say come, I’ll teach you a new phrase and
it usually for the situation I’m in. It’s pretty nice, I guess?
I bet
everybody thinks that the saddest person or the person who’s going to take this
the hardest is polo senpai because he likes her a lot.
I beg
to differ.
The self-centered
me says that I’m going the saddest person once Anna quits.
You wanna
know why?
They
don’t get what I’m saying, I don’t get what they’re saying.
The only
person who does is Anna.
Who am
I going to talk to after she quits?
What
am I going to do?
Maybe
I’m just being overly dramatic, I tend to.
I over
think.
Pretty
sure that’s a bad trait we Cancerians have.
We over
think everything.
You know
what, forget it..this is probably stupid anyway. Go on, go away..go on with
your busy lives. Nothing to see here.
Hi,
hello. Do you still remember? That kid you met in school all those years ago, that
one, the one with the shoulder length hair and the slightly cheeky face. Remember
that kid?
Well,
that kid has grown up now but she still refers herself as a kid I don’t know
why. And she hasn’t been updating in decent length posts lately. I wonder why. She’s
probably busy or just being lazy or she hasn’t found anything that she wants to
tell you guys. Or maybe it’s because she thinks you guys are too busy and won’t
check this place out anyway…is that a cobweb I see? /blows/
I’m
just here to update you that the kid is doing..pretty well, despite being tired
all the time. It’s exhausting being happy, free, confused and lonely at the
same time. It’s miserable and magical in a way, if you would believe that.
Why is
it exhausting you ask? For one thing, late hours, need I say more? But most of
the time, those late hours were products of them chatting in the office while
one or two finishes their work and she refuses to leave. Some of the times is
due to her friend coming to crash at her place, just because she stays 10
minutes from work and have a queen size bed her friend thinks she can come over
anytime she wants with just a 20minute notice via phone call. Nothing new
really, happens all the time and it’s not like she can say no. so yes, those
sleepovers are really taxing because she’s just so used to being alone that it
just throws everything off when there’s another person with her one the bed.
Other
times it’s because she went out to play with her frolleagues
(friends/colleagues). They play
badminton every Thursday and then after that they go out for late dinner/supper
and only go home about 11 or so. Most of the time she’s so glad that the next
day is a Friday.
But still,
despite being tired and all she still makes time for others. Crazy girl, if I were
her I would just tell the world to go away and lock myself up in my room and
hibernate the weekend away but that’s not really her style. She still can’t
really say no to others so she just suck it up and go along. It’s pretty sad
but the funny thing is that she would enjoy herself a lot afterwards. Weird kid.
The kid
has also ventured into other new interests besides badminton. For one thing she
loves to listen to the soundtracks from movies. No, not those pop songs they
used but the scores. There are some really good soundtrack scores from movies
like Horn of Plenty from The Hunger Games and also the track from Paperman. Maybe
it’s her marching band geek talking but it really is good to listen to. Soothing
almost. The latest tracks that she’s currently looping are from Maleficent.
1.The Christening
2.The Spindle’s Power
There
is no point in this post to be honest. But I do thank you for reading and also
if you checked out those two tracks posted, I thank you for that too.
