Friday, May 25, 2012

just something cheesy/stupid/lame i wrote a long time ago & since i'm in a good mood today, i'll post it & let you guys see how cheesy/stupid/lame i m

Well, that was a long title wasn't it? haha wrote this in..2010 i think?

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I felt as though everything in my brain had just crashed and was rebooted into something totally out of the ordinary. I thought I ears deceived me at first but then he held my left hand and slid the ring onto my ring finger. I couldn’t help but burst into tears of joy. After so many years he finally asked me the question which I had been waiting for all this while. It was a moment which I will never forget.

Later, I found out he even planned our wedding! This is all quite sudden. But I’m not complaining. The person I love most has done so much for me. I feel almost bad for not having to do anything at all. He wouldn’t let me.

‘The bride shouldn’t do anything. The groom should take care of business.’

He said proudly as he wrapped his left arm around my waist.

‘Since when did you become so responsible?’

‘Since we started!’

He said while grinning like an idiot.

I couldn’t help but chuckle at his facial expression. He’s a total dork.

‘But I feel really bad having you do all the running around for our big day. It’s OUR big day, so we should do the preparations together.’ I tried to convince him into letting me help.

‘Hmm, ok. Tell you what, I’ll let you pick out our wedding theme and attire. I know you had your eye on that pale pink wedding gown on display at the bridal studio down town. Am I correct?’

His grin got bigger.

‘You know me too well. That’s all I can do? Are you going to do the rest yourself? If so I won’t allow it!’

‘Yup; I said I’ll handle everything, didn’t I? You don’t have to worry about me tiring myself out one bit. I’ll ask our friends to help out if it’ll stop you from worrying so much. I’m sure the girls would be more than happy to help us in our preparations. They love events like this. Remember the previous wedding in our group? It was a huge success!’

Of course, how can I forget Jessica and Max’s wedding. It was marvelous so as to say. It was a garden wedding, filled with every type of flower imaginable. All of them in full bloom, anticipating the bride as she walked down the garden aisle. All eyes were on her. Jessica simply looked amazing on her wedding day. Not to say that she doesn’t on every other day but you get what I mean.

‘What are you smiling at?’

His voice snapped me out of my reminiscence.

‘What were you thinking about? Staring into space and smiling by yourself and you call me a dork.’

‘I was just thinking about Jessi’s wedding day. We sure did a great job planning it. Jessi is so lucky to have a husband like Max. I’m so jealous!’

I said that on purpose, of course. *laughs*

‘Yah! Are you saying you prefer Max over me? I’m romantic too you know. Just that I don’t show it out as often as he does!’

‘I was only teasing you. Don’t be mad. You know I love you right?’

I said as I poked his right cheek.

‘hmph, well, you sure have a funny way of saying it.’

He unwrap his arm and walked off.

‘Oh c'mon, don’t get angry, I was only teasing you. Yah!!’

I chased after him, though he wasn’t running, but he did start to when he turned around and saw me coming towards her.

‘Come back, stop running. I’m wearing heels! Do you want your fiancĂ© to trip and fall?’

He stopped. I knew he would. But to my surprised, he simply said

‘Take them off and come get me’ before sticking his tongue out like a little kid and resumed his little run.

“Aish, you are so going to get it from me once I catch you!’

I lost her in the crowd. I took out my phone and dialed his number.

‘Where are you, buster?!!'

‘The last place you’ll think to look for me’

That’s all he said before he hung up.

‘Wha..??’

I cannot believe he hung up on me like that! He’s so dead once I find him. But the problem is, where can I find him? Where is the last place I’ll think to look?

Oh! I think I know where he is. I smiled in satisfaction as I went off to his location.

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‘Wow, I cannot believe she found you so soon’ Sunny said as she saw me entering her bridal studio.

‘My girl’s a genius’ I heard him say as he opened his arms to welcome me.

‘Don’t’ you ever run off like that again, buster. I was really worried.’ I started to whine.

‘Ok, ok. Come on. Let’s pick out our wedding attire.’

He gave me a peck after finishing.

‘Get a room you two.’

‘Oh, Max, glad you and Jess can come by and give us your opinions. After all, you two got experience picking these out’

He pointed at the gowns hanging in the studio.

‘Yah, you’re making us sound old. We only got married a few months back you know.’

Jessica said as she shot a not-so-icy glare.

Guess being married toned her down a bit?

‘Come on you guys, I’m not going to sit here all day watching you lovebirds have trivial quarrels. Let’s get down to business!’ Sunny declared out of nowhere.

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I tried out first.

Sunny and Jessica pulled me into a room filled with wedding dresses and gowns. They were all so pretty and I wanted to try them all but I knew time won’t allow me to. So I had to make wise decisions.

After changing, I stepped out and did a little catwalk for the two guy waiting outside to comment.

‘So, what do you think?’

‘Too long, you’ll be sweeping the floor with it’

'Yup, bet the place is gonna be dust-less by the time your wedding is over'

The two of them high fived and I rolled my eyes at how childish those two grown men were.

One by one I tried, went out to show them, went back in to change and repeat process for a couple of hours. Who knew it was so tiring! I remembered Jessica was here for almost a whole day looking for her perfect wedding dress.

He was thinking hard to comment on each piece I wore when he finally thought of something and called for Sunny.

‘Sunny, let her try on the pink one on display!’ he pointed towards the one I’ve been admiring for a while now.

Sunny took it off the mannequin and went into the fitting room to help me with it. Since its new arrival, I was super careful handling it as Sunny carefully help me put it on.

‘It’s perfect! Sunny, we’ll take this one!’

He shouted almost immediately after I stepped out of the fitting room.

‘Ok, now it’s my turn.'

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The day we waited for has finally arrived!

He was particularly busy that day entertaining friends and family during the ceremony in the church. I felt bad for him but he insisted I did not need to help.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I saw a huge smile plastered across my face. I’ve been smiling like that for a few hours now since this morning.

‘Steph, if you smile some more, your face will be permanently frozen in that position’

Jessica just loves to tease me, doesn’t she?

‘Jessi, if I remembered correctly, you had a huge smile just like this one on your wedding day too you know. And your face was just fine afterwards.’

She couldn’t help but chuckle at my reply, she must have remembered her wedding day.

‘Come on you two, the ceremony is starting soon and we’re not even done with make-up. We can’t let everyone see Steph like this with her make-up half done.’

Sunny-ah, you worry too much. Everything is going to be perfectly fine.

‘Hey ladies!’

His head suddenly popped out from behind the door.

‘Yah! Stop doing that! I could have accidently smudged Steph’s make up!’

‘Oops, sorry about that. Just popping by to check up on things, that’s all.’

‘Honey, everything is fine. How’s things on your side?’

‘Going smoothly if I can say so myself!’

He looked as if he had just saved the world or something like that , as dorky as ever.

‘Alright, that’s enough chit chat for now! I have to get Steph’s make-up before time’s up. Do you want your bride to go out looking like this?’

Sunny said asked as she pointed as my half done make-up.

‘Haha Of course not, I’ll leave her in your capable hands. See you later, dear.’

‘See you’

He disappeared through the door to check up on the pianist and MC.

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‘Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome the bride!’

I heard the MC's announcement and turned to look at my father.

‘Are you ready? Let’s go in and wow the crowd, dear. You look stunning’

‘Thanks daddy. I’m ready. Let’s go’

The doors opened and we stepped into the hall. I could hear people’s comments as they whispered to each other.

‘Wow, Steph looks awesome today’

‘That dress really suits her well’

‘The lucky bastard.’

We reached the altar and my dad handed me off to him.

‘Take good care of her.’

‘Don’t worry uncle, I mean dad, I’ll make sure she’s never sad again’

I was speechless, so as to say. I have never been this happy in my life since I could remember.

‘We’re all gathered here today …..bla bla bla’

That was all we could hear the priest say as we were both lost in each other’s eyes.

Then came the nerve wrecking sentence.

‘If anyone of you object to this marriage, please speak out now or forever hold it within’

He paused, waiting for any response.

Nothing. Thanks goodness!

After that we exchanged our rings and vows.

And after the 'I Do's..

‘You may now kiss the bride’

Our kiss was short. A quick peck and it was done. We didn’t want to have a make out session at the altar like what Max and Jess almost did. Just thinking back makes me feel all fussy inside.

The rest of the day went by smoothly. The dinner reception was wonderful. The atmosphere was just right, friends and family all came together to help us celebrate this joyous occasion. I can’t thank them enough for coming!

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‘Hey gorgeous~’

He called as he slowly wrapped his arms around her slim waist. Resting his chin on her shoulder, he gently nip her earlobe.

‘That tickles, buster.’

She said as she turned around to face him.

‘We’ll be together forever right?

‘Far longer than that, my dear. Far longer than that.’

‘Yea?’

'Yea..'

END.


A/N: oh gosh so cheesy/stupid/lame etc. i cannot bear to re-read this /)__(\ *covers eyes* er..feedback? lol *runs and hide*

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Dugeun Dugeun

OMFANY'SGOD RESULTS ARE OUT!

i tell you when i saw my friends posted "results out d" on facebook i went right to our Utar portal, logged in and hit 'enter' and waited for the page to load.

it probably took about a minute or so to get to the page. i had to click on probably 3links and after every click..the page turned blank and i had to wait for it to finish loading. oh gosh i tell you every time the page went blank, my heartbeat increased because i was scared that it'll show me

"Google Chrome cannot open the page" lolol

and then when the result page finally loaded, i froze. the results are at the bottom of the page so i closed my eyes and hit "END" and quickly opened them.

i swear my heart stopped.


WOOHOO!!! XIE TIAN XIE DI!!! (lol you guys can understand right? XD)

was practically shouting like a mad woman at home (thank goodness home alone hehe)

i tell you, for that subject Business Finance right, i crammed 8chapters in 1day!! HAHA!! le genius!!! bwahahaha so freaking happy now :DDDDDDD

and i'm not even gonna complain that i got a B for English.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Spook Material

so the condo we stayed at in KL during our trip was my friend's aunt's old condo. and when i saw old, i really do mean it. it gave off that very old, horror movie style condo. i was really spooked out by it and i wasn't the only one ey. my other friend was pretty spooked too, to the extent that she didn't want the empty chair to face us when we were about to go to bed because she was scared that 'something' might be sitting there and watch us sleep. creepy ey?

what's even creepier was when we were having our showers. i went last because my hair was the shortest (thus shorter drying time) and when i came out (in a shirt and wrapped in a towel), my friends came running to the back of the condo (bathroom's at the back) doing the 'shh' sign and being all quiet and stuff. i was like "what's going on?" and they shh me right away. it took a while to quite down and then i knew what/why they behaved like that.

somebody was knocking at the door.

Extension:

my friend called her aunt and told her bout the guy knocking and her aunt said there shouldn't be any visitors at all. the 5 of us stayed at the back for a little while longer and the knocking and muffle sounds died down. we made a conclusion that it was the neighbour's visitor and he knocked on the wrong door.

chingoo told us that she thought was the two dudes on the motorcycle she say when we were at the basement coming up. she thought they followed us up to the condo unit.

freaky right?

and mind you, we (chingoo, me and another friend) didn' sleep properly that night. we only properly sleep at around 5am+. chingoo took the sofa while me and another friend, KaiHsien, slept on those kiddie jigsaw puzzle thingy on the floor. the was pretty ok at first but after a few hours, our butts started to hurt and i whispered to KaiHsien "my butt hurts" after i felt her sitting up and she burst laughing saying "mine also!!!" and we both got up to walk around for a bit.

pity our butts XD

chingoo was awake too at that time so the three of us just chatted for a bit before Kaihsien went to take the empty chair and i landed my butt on the sofa, repositioning chingoo's legs on my lap. sort of took a nap there for a while before falling over and rested on chingoo's lap/butt lol then rested there for a while before finally getting up and went back to the floor. it was then when we finally fell asleep, only to be awaken 2hours later.

Friday, May 18, 2012

Hi!!! :D

well well, i've left this place to collect dust for long enough i suppose?

as you guys know, i'm done with my first semester and it's final exams and i also went on a trip down south with a few friends (pics are already up on facebook if you haven't noticed them yet).

it was quite the enjoyable trip, with the exception of chingoo being all clingy and baby-ish around her boyfriend (i seriously didn't know she could be that whiny and in cantonese it would be called 'ttaee'), though i understand since it has been about 5months since she last saw him. other than that, everything was fine.

in Singapore, we stayed at NSRCC, which is basically a resort for the peeps in National Service. chingoo's boyfriend is in NS so he got the special price/discount and we rented the place cheap. the bungalow was so awesome! if you look at it, it's perfect ofr a family of three or four max. it was a very comfortable place but the only thing i didn't like about it was that the walls were all glass. no privacy at all man! lolol

we went to watch Dark Shadows (in JB)! i really liked that film a lot (Johnny Depp was so awesome!! Eva Green was so hot!! and Bella Heathcote was so pretty!!) but chingoo thought otherwise ey. she thought it sucked to the max and kept commenting "shen mo lan si"..much to my chagrin. i thought it was a good movie, with a theme (IMHO) of eternal love and the importance of family. i guess she didn't get the themes and thus didn't get the whole movie's purpose.

the highlight of the trip was, obviously, Universal Studios Singapore, which i find to be more fun and enjoyable than Hong Kong Disneyland. for one thing, they allow us to bring in our own water and food in, unlike HK where they had staff members to check our bags upon entry.

so like that lor my holidays so far =] i have about 1 week left of my break, looking forward to spend it rotting away at home ^^ still, feel free to call me out for yumcha, more than happy to!

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Dear My Family

a beautiful song sung by the artists of SM Entertainment for their upcoming movie I.AM

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When I can't find anywhere to stand
When I am lost in the storm
I thank those people
Who gave unchanging love and encouragement

Sometimes I felt I was alone
Looking back at my past with all the tears
How I hurt you and made you suffer
I finally realize that now

Until my life ends, until this world comes to an end
We will forever be together

Just like small hearts add up to a big effort
I believe that we are one
Let's make happiness together
Until we become the light of this dry world
I love you

Are you dreaming the same dream with me?
Are you really looking the same way as me?
Only that can heal the painful bruises of this world
If we can only cherish each other


Until my life ends, until this world comes to an end
We will forever be together

Just like small hearts add up to a big effort
I believe that we are one
Let's make happiness together
Until we become the light of this dry world
I love you

If there are people in despair before us
We have to give them strength to get back up
They need the helping hand of a family like me

Just like small hearts add up to a big effort
I believe that we are one
Let's make happiness together
Until we become the light of this dry world
I love you

Lyrics: Yoo YoungJin
Translations: minigiglo@soshified.com/forums

Romanizations: grandma deer@soshified.com/forums

video: SMTown's youtube channel

Friday, May 4, 2012

Answer

Megan once asked me this during the interview session of our band’s Promotion Test

“How would you want yourself to be remembered?”

I couldn’t answer her properly then, all I could manage to think on the spot was just

“I just want to leave footprints in their hearts”

Yes, I know. I was so corny/cheesy back then but that was the best thing I could come up with in 30seconds. I can do better now.

How would I want myself to be remembered?

I want myself to be remembered as one of the best Section Leaders the Saxophone section has ever had, though I couldn’t teach them music; they taught me instead. I have nothing to be ashamed of.

I wanted to be remembered as the one leader who never really scolded or throw a tantrum at her juniors/members.

I wanted to be remembered as a leader who never bossed anybody around a lot. Compared to the other leaders, I’m such a saint LOL!

Then again, after saying all that, I just wanted to be remembered as somebody my kids (juniors lol) can look up to and also as somebody who was a friend and not one of those bully seniors you see on TV.

My kids were my everything in band. The three of them was why I looked forward to practice a lot, though I wasn’t very chummy with them at first but we worked things out in a couple of weeks or so.

Never had I once thrown a tantrum at them for no reason. I did throw some mini tantrums but I always tell them before hand that I wasn’t in a very good mood (PMS-ing most likely..kekeke) and they understand and so they left me alone for a while. Man my kids are such smart asses! XD

I’m very proud of my three kids.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Signature

i think this dish is becoming my signature dish. this will be the third time i'm frying rice here and i'm still pretty much not bored with it yet, mainly because the food that you cook will always taste the best!

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and i'm liking this song a lot


it's for that ghost anime i talked about few weeks ago. =D

Title is Choir Jail by Suzuki Konomi (she's 15!!!)

can't seem to find the tranlsations for the full song...yet because i think the song is still new so nobody translated it fully yet. so here's the first half of the song used in the anime (TV size)

Burn, I tell myself
Burn
It's not a sin to try and hug me, is it?
Burn away the darkness
Choir Jail

Crying won't move you closer to your dreams
This is the spot where i screamed
"who has the answer?"

I won't find out by being negative
I'll look out for the future in your eyes
If this moment is in itself a miracle,
I have to wipe my tears and keep moving on

Open me up,
This pain inside me is binding me
Burn, I tell myself
Burn and fly away
Passion isn't a sin, is it?

Burn away the darkness
Choir Jail

Translation: UTW [Unlimited Translation Works]


right..so i have no idea what the lyrics are talking about but hey, the song is pretty good so what the heck right? haha

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TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO AND I'LL BE FREE!!!! ROAR!!! i'm a panda hear me ROAR!!!!! RAWR!!

please excuse her, the pressure is finally sinking in.

nuh-uh..you don't simply say say hor!! i'm perfectly sane!!!

though i personally find it hard to believe.
is this the same person who mixed OJ in her rice during dinner?

hey!! that was an accident and you promised not to tell!!! TT_TT
but fried rice + OJ is not bad if i can say so myself kekeke

mm hmm..and you want me to believe that you're sane.
shouldn't have let you watch horror movies with your friends last night.

bluek!! i already did so there's nothing you can do about it!

can you two please argue somewhere else?! ugh..

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