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Let’s forget about work, stress and being tired for a while. I think my posts these few days/weeks have been nothing but work, stress and being tired. So let us push that all aside and talk about something else, something more lighthearted. (and no, I’m not going to talk about the kns either.)

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I don’t really know what to talk about actually, because my life at the moment is pretty mundane and I’ve pretty much lost any ounce of “zest for life” I have left after uni ended. I’m like what? 22? I should be out there being happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time and in the best way. But I have this thing called a job and it can tie a person down and prevent one from being happy, free, confused and lonely.

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I wanna go for a soul searching trip. I think one of those trips is long overdue. Ever since watching Honey and Clover all those years ago, I’ve always dreamt of just wondering off on my own one day and go soul searching. It’ll be fun, no? just you and the world. Once you see how big the world is, you’ll find yourself. At least, that’s what I think is the case. It may or may not be that way. I really would like to do it one day. Just pack up and leave on impulse, go travelling and see the world and maybe have a fling or two. Who knows?  XD

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I’m not that all obsessed about finding my significant other at the moment, questions about when I want to find one are bound to pop up every now and then. It’s a standard question, practically unavoidable when you’re at this age and still single. Honestly, would people just take a look around? I have friends who are a gazillion times more attractive than I am who are still single and very much available, what leaves me? Have you seen them? Friend’s uni friend’s coo over them. I’m very much satisfied with being the background. Nothing to see  here, please move on. Only a weirdo here, keep moving. Don’t stare. It’s rude.

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