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i am so bloody tired right now. (though i really should be working now but i need a slight break at the moment)

i've been running up and down this client's place and it is so tiring. and i'm getting increasingly frustrated at myself for not being able to bring out what i really mean to the clients. my teacher once said:

"she has the command of the language, but she doesn't know how to use it"

and i've always thought that he was absolutely correct.

anyway, i'm just so bloody tired right now and i'm guessing because i'm already one years old in this company, my senior's expectations on me are obviously higher now and so they expect me to know what they're talking about and i do. it's just that i'm having a bit of trouble conveying that to the clients, which has always been a problem ever since the beginning. /cries a river/

and that manager of mine is not making things easier for us. she keeps nagging us to submit our paperwork when the team leader already explain to her entah berape kali dah that it is not practical for this particular case because the officers are always MIA we don't have a lot of things to write in the paperwork also..ugh..that woman -.-

so yea...consider this a status report from yours truly. i'm so bloody tired right now i just wanna crawl into a hole and hide and sleep