I’m the sort of person who doesn’t like to be alone. Then again, I think everybody is the same. But I do like to be alone in my own little space; just don’t like it when I’m in public.
The thing is, when I’m alone in my own little space i.e. my room or at home, I can do anything I want without anybody to judge me or to criticize me. But in public it would be a whole different case wouldn’t it? Some will start to look at you ‘one-kind’ and thinking to themselves “that kid must be a weird one, that’s why she’s alone” or something along that line.
I’ve tried avoiding being alone in public ever since I got the taste of loneliness a few years back. I do feel lonely at times when I’m in my room but at least I have the computer to keep me company. Out in public, the computer is not with me.
There’s this idea which I think is a really good one, it’s actually from a drama called Dream High. Pretend to be listening to music when the headphones aren’t plugged in to any devices. It’s a good idea, in my opinion.
So yea, I’m off to get my dinner (yes I’m alone). Just a quick drive to a big yellow arch and I’ll be back in front of the computer before you know it. LOL at times like this is when I miss my friend the most. Nobody can replace her and the one currently filling in her spot is hopeless.
