Close

So close..so close and yet so far..

I never really thought that particular line would apply in my little life, and yet a few weeks ago it just did. Heck, it still is going on.

Do you know how it feels to have something that you really love be so close to you but it’s almost impossible to reach it? You will always remember that second, that moment when your heart suddenly took a dive into a bottomless pit and your face immediately lost its colour. That moment when your dreams and your heart shattered into so many pieces that it was impossible to fix, it stays in your mind.

Honestly, I thought getting over it would be easy but seeing others who’s unintentionally rubbing it in my face is making it hell-ish. I guess this is my life as a citizen of this country.

i love you and it's so sad that you will never know