Friday, December 28, 2012

sleep debates


AYO WASSUP??!!!

I’m here to say that I’m alive and kicking, though me legs are a bit sore from all the walking etc haha
Got back from Singapore yesterday around 5:30am, went back to sleep around 7am and woke up again around 1:30pm. Then around 4pm drove all the way down to Kampar to collect my baby girl and then drove back to Sitiawan again, reached home around 7pm+.

I am so sleep deprived. I find myself having internal debates that goes something like this

You’re sleepy..go to bed

Don’t wanna…

You’re gonna regret this the next morning ya know

I know…

And yet you still don’t want to go to bed…

I want to…but I…

Don’t feel like it because it’s only 11pm+?

Yes…

So you rather stay up till wee hours in the morning then go to bed?

Yes…

You are so hopeless I don’t even…


So yes, that happens in my head almost every night because I just refuse to go to bed before midnight. Aigoo…

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Cup song beats

so....you guys have heard of the "cup song" right? You're Gonna Miss Me by Lulu and the Lampshade?


and Anna Kendrick covered it in the movie Pitch Perfect

couldn't find the movie clip so this will do aye? =]


and so i have given it a try and i got the beats down :DDD


tadaaaaa~~ hahahhaha




Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Movie Review/Summary/IMHO 5: Pitch Perfect



Pitch Perfect, these two words have been flooding my Twitter timeline for as long as I can remember in the past few weeks/months and I took the liberty of checking it out because if a very fussy unnie of mine says it’s awesome then it must be awesome! And I have to say, as soon as the movie started I was hooked. The movie was beyond brilliant. The cast, the songs, the choreography, everything was just perfect!

This movie is in my opinion that is to say from one of the character’s, a highly uptight Aubrey’s point of view, is about honour and redemption. She had to make up for the shame she has brought to her a capella group, The Barden Bellas, after her little ‘accident’ in the finals of their competition. In other words now that she’s a senior, she has to find a way to restore The Bellas former glory and win despite having the whole a capella world laughing at her accident the year before.

So that basically sums up the movie plot. Aubrey has to recruit a whole new group of girls and get them ready with 3 kickass songs to win the competition. Then you start throwing in other characters.

We have Chloe, the loyal best friend. We have Beca, the ‘alternative’ girl who Aubrey doesn’t like because Aubrey wants to stick to old traditions while Beca wants to do new arrangements to their set. Then we have Fat Amy, the most hilarious person I’ve ever seen in the movies.  Then there’s Lily, the ‘quiet’ Asian girl, Cynthia Rose, the badass butch chick and Stacie, the sexy vocalist who just loves banging.

from top: Beca, Fat Amy, Aubrey, Chloe, Stacie, Lily and Cynthia Rose

The new group that Aubrey had recruited was in fact a bunch of misfits so I think you’ll know where this whole thing was going. The plot is fairly simple and predictable. From the very beginning of it, that is after Aubrey’s accident, you can already guess how it’s going to end.

This movie is a must see. Don’t go comparing it Glee or whatever musical movies/series out there. I might not watch Glee but I can say that Pitch Perfect is in its own league and should not be compared with any others in the same genre. It’s hilarious, the cast are perfect, the music is good and the chemistry between the cast members is just too good! Everything was just perfect for the movie!

Do whatever it takes to watch this. You will have no regrets seriously.

all pictures are credited to their rightful owners.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Shot 1: Untitled&Discontinued


A boy stepped off the bus with his luggage and quickly scanned the surroundings. He saw many just like himself, first timers away from home and also others who were already used to it. It was pretty obvious who were who. The seniors would seem more confident and relaxed while the newbies were unsure and anxious.

He fished out a piece of paper and read it once again for the nth time. He had spent almost 30minutes studying that piece of paper on the bus earlier to make sure he had a clear picture of the directions to his dorm, or the house that he’ll be staying in. He got in touch with a landlord through some of his friends and rented a room from the house. It was a good deal, a single room with a bathroom attached and dinners are provided too.

Go straight till you see a red mail box and turn left, then walk straight till you see Al’s Diner. Then turn right at the t-junction and find a white house with 87 on the door.

He nodded at his mental notes and left the bus station.

After wandering for 20minutes, he stood in front of a white house with a number 87 on the door. He rang the doorbell and waited.

‘Coming!’ a voice muffled through the thick door and it opened soon after, revealing a lady with chestnut brown hair.

‘Er..am I at the wrong house?’ he asked because the person he spoke through the phone was clearly not her.

‘You’re Soretto right? You’re at the right place then!’ she greeted him brightly as she ushered him into the house.

Once inside, he took a glance at the interior. It was a simple house, quite cozy actually. There was a wooden dining table which sat in the middle of the dining room and an island counter to separate it from the kitchen. 
In the living room, there was a couch and television set. A pretty humble and cozy house to live in.

‘Oh forgot to introduce myself’ the lady said with a bright smile. ‘I’m Victoria and the person you spoke with on the phone is most likely my brother, Jake.’

‘Nice to meet you, Ms Victoria. I’m Soretto. You have a very nice house.’ He complimented to leave a good first impression.

‘Thank you. Now come on, I’ll show you around.’ She gestured him to follow her as she went upstairs.

‘That one is my room, while the one on the left is my brother’s. You won’t see him that often due to his work. Anyway, your room is over here.’ Victoria opened the door. ‘bathroom’s over there, behind that door. If you need anything, please feel free to ask.’

He was still trying to soak up everything said earlier and wasn’t paying attention to what Victoria was saying but he nodded anyway and managed to mumble ok out.

‘Great! Dinner is at 6.30pm, that’s ok with you right?’ another nod from him. ‘Cool, see you later.’

***

‘Your cooking is really delicious, Ms Victoria.’

‘Aren’t you generous with compliments? And please drop the miss, I’m not that much older than you.’

‘Ok..’ he swallowed his food and proceeded with another big bite. Victoria sat and watched him eat while chuckling occasionally, until he suddenly started to cough.

‘haha goodness, what’s the rush?’ she handed him a glass of water.

‘I’m really hungry after the long bus ride’ he chucked down the whole glass.

‘Right, Soretto, there are some ground rules I better let you know.’ He nodded

‘1. Please stick your schedule on the fridge once you get it. I’ll stick mine later. 2. There’s a board next to the TV, if you have anything that you watch regularly, say series or anything, please write it there so that there won’t be any fighting over the remote, though we are a bit too old for that. Haha mine’s already written.’

‘ok, I’ll check it out later. Anything else?’

‘yes, 3. Please give me at least a 24-hour notice if you’re not having dinner at home. 4. Please refrain from blasting music in the house. 5….I’ll tell you when I think of it. Any questions?’

‘4 rules. Got it. No questions so far.’

‘Great! I think we’ll get along just fine.’ Victoria extended her arm out for a hand shake.

‘Yup.’ They shook hands like they had just sealed a deal.

***

Classes begun and the first week is always the worst. There’s getting lost on campus and ultimately being late for class, earning yourself a glare from the lecturer. There’s also those seniors that just love to pick on new students and there’s also adaptation and coping problem. It’s not easy to cope with being in a huge campus with an equally huge population of students and staff members. It gets hectic at times.

Every evening Soretto would return to the house dead tired. Usually he would just collapse onto the couch and stay there for about ten minutes before he slowly dragged his body upstairs to wash up for dinner.

‘Dinner’s ready.’ Her voice echoed through the little house as Victoria called him from the bottom of the staircase. Reluctantly, he brought himself up from the bed and trudged downstairs.

‘You ok? It’s only first week and you look like a zombie..’

‘Huh? I’m fine. Pssh..whatever gave you that idea?’ he tried to brush off her comment.

‘Your panda eyes gave you away on Wednesday.’

‘I’m fine. Just not used to it yet. I’ll be ok after the weekends. Gonna sleep them away!!’ he announced with a sleepy grin.

***

Everybody took their seats in the lecture hall, awaiting the arrival of their math lecturer. Some were chatting, some busy texting while some just laid their heads on the table and tried to catch forty winks.

The door opened abruptly, silencing the bustling class. Her heels clicked as she sauntered to the podium. She was of average height, with long flowing hair and dressed in a simple blouse and a skirt. Honestly, it was very possible to have her mistaken as a student. She settled her things on the podium and looked up at the students who were staring at her. With a smirk, she introduced herself.

‘Good morning class, my name is Victoria Song and I’ll be your math lecturer this semester.’ her eyes locked at one of her students staring at her with mouth wide open.

‘This is my office and also my weekly consultation hours and my staff email address. Please make an appointment before coming so that I can prepare. Any questions?’ she turned around after finished scribbling on the board.

‘It’s a must to make an appointment first?’ somebody in the front row asked.

‘Yes.’

‘How bout an appointment for lunch?’ a cheeky student piped

‘Sorry boys, I’m out of your leagues. Go check out one of your classmates instead. Now any other questions? If not, we’ll begin our class.’ She paused and looked around, seeing most of the students shook their heads ‘alright, let’s begin….’

***

‘Wow Ms Song is a beau isn’t she? I’m looking forward to the next class already!!’

Students emptied the hall as soon as she walked out and automatically started talking about their lecturer.

All but one who still haven’t recovered from the shock earlier.

‘Dude, you ok? You’ve been pretty quiet since Math started’

‘Huh? I’m fine..just hungry..let’s go find some something to eat. I’m starving!’ he quickly regained his cheery self.

What the hell?!

***

‘Soretto, dinner’s ready.’ Victoria called from the stairs like what she has been doing for the past few days. 
Upon hearing a muffled ‘coming’ she returns to the table and continued to set up the table.

Dinner was much quieter than usual that day, only the clanking of cutlery against the porcelain dishes were heard. Of course there were also other sounds like the ones produced when they chewed their food. Other than that, it was particularly quiet, and not to mention tad bit awkward.

Victoria couldn’t take it any longer. She’s a lively character and that sort of atmosphere wasn’t her cup of 
tea, so she decided to break the silence.

‘..so..how was class today?’

Soretto looked up from his plate and swallowed, ‘oh ya know..the usual…’ before resuming his meal.

Gawd it’s so awkward.

‘oh ok, anything interesting happened today?’ Victoria couldn’t suppress her laughter after asking the question.

‘You could’ve told me sooner, Ms Song. Would’ve saved me the shock.’

‘and we’re back to the Miss thing..haha it was a surprise, and also to help knock you out of your sleepy pre-lunch mood.’

‘right….you know this kinda stinks, having you as my lecturer and all.’

She threw him a questioning look and he continued ‘this means I can’t slack off and math is not exactly my favourite sub.’

‘We’ll have to work on that then.’ She smiled and got up to do the dishes.

***



A/N: yes as the title of this post suggest, this is an untitled and discontinued story i had started August 22nd last year. kinda sad really, i'm pretty happy with this setting and with what i've wrote so far but i don't know how to expand it further so yea..i'll try to think of something but the chances are really slim to be honest =[

regardless, what do you think about this?

this post makes no sense seriously lol


We’re in the midst of our finals, again..woohoo!!! my first paper just passed on Monday and I’m now waiting for the next paper which is on Friday and honestly I’m doing a very bad job at it. I’m not sure why but this semester I’m like so relaxed, and pretty sure it’s not a good thing.

You see, usually I’ll slip into exam mode pretty fast; that is I’ll study everyday from 10-12pm, 2-4pm, and 9-11pm in between will be my meal times, computer times and procrastinating times. Not bad of a schedule, yes?

But now, the morning session has been completely thrown out the window, seeing how I absolutely refuse to be parted with my dearest computer even though there’s nothing for me to do online but stare at the Twitter and Facebook page waiting for somebody to post something.

Maybe because my new room is just too comfortable till it’s making me lazy. In my previous room, it was small and it was hot and stuffy. There was no space for me to move around and all I could do was either sit at my table or…sit at my table. My bed was constantly filled with things because there wasn’t enough room to put them so I had to move them every morning and night from the chair to the bed and back. So I had nothing to do but to sit there and study. Looking back, I really don’t know how I lived through that.

In the previous previous room, sure it was big and comfy but it wasn’t as comfortable as the one I’m in now. I mean, oh my goodness this current room is so cooling I just don’t want to get off the bed. I just wanna curl into a ball with my blanket tangled all over my body and snuggle into my pillows and let out a very satisfied sigh. Seriously. But one thing though, when I moved, I moved the mattress with me. So the mattress I have now is the exact same one which I have been sleeping on for the past 3 years and I really do love it to bits! Wonder if my mom will let me buy it from the company when I leave? XD

/whines/

I don’t wanna study..i wanna curl up in bed…the weather is too nice and chilly to be hardworking!! Do you know how rare it is to get this sort of weather here? (ok it’s been like this for about two days now actually lol) I tell you my bed has been seducing me since forever ago!! Haha! It’s like “come..come to me…you know you wanna..why make it so hard for the both of us? Come..” hahahhahahaha okok I must be losing my mind haha

and....


Then last night, well more like this morning before I woke up, I had this crazy dream. We were on an island, a very beautiful island. I saw my cousin sister, whom I have not seen in two years I think? The water was blue and the beach was clean and everything was so pretty! It seemed to be day time but it wasn’t hot, the sun was there but it didn’t give off a large amount of heat. Everything was perfect.

Then I noticed something darting from the water towards the beach. It was a narwhal, a small one at least. It swam right at us to the beach and when it reached, it paused for a while before reversing and going back into the water. Lots more came after the first one.

Then we left to go back to our room. Could’ve sworn I saw chingoo there too but I can’t remember properly haha. Then I reached my room. It wasn’t very classy. The furniture looked a bit aged but still looks new enough to be presentable. The room was clean and lit with a few orangy lights so I went in further to check it out.

When I turned around a corner I saw that somebody had already checked it before me and the luggage had already been unpacked and the cupboard was filled. Before I could poke my nose around somebody came up behind me and I turned to see a lady, who I assumed to be the owner of the stuff. She was dressed in green and black. Her complexion was pale and had a light green tint. Her figure was slender and her jet black hair almost reached her bum. She smiled and we exchanged greetings and…

I woke up…bummer…

First thing I thought was “the heck was she doing in my dream?! Cousin, yes I can understand but her? LOL”

Lol so anybody wanna take a guess who my roommate was? She’s a fictional character on tv, you’ve seen her before for sure. lol

Friday, December 7, 2012

Hey you..yea you!


Hey, yea..I know it’s been forever since my previous post but hey I’m here now, alive and kicking! I’m actually preparing for my finals exams at the moment. And yes, before you go “omg finals again?? I thought they were just over??!!” it’s a short semester this time of the year meaning only 7 weeks of classes then it’s finals time. So yea…

What have I been up to since the previous post? Let’s see..erm..studied and stressed my head off an uber scary midterm which, though I’m not sure if I should be happy about this or not, I managed to score 11/20 in the objectives, each question carries 4 marks (ouch! Heavy..i know..) I’m pretty happy and satisfied with it seeing how the average number of corrects the whole class got was around half. So yep..pretty happy about it..in a way. XD

And I’ve recently started to use these:



Yes..at first I was like “why so ma fan??? Isn’t my usual scrub enough? What is this toner thing? What is this moisturiser thing? How does one work those two? And why is this cleanser totally not foamy at all?” etc etc. But I have to say, it’s pretty fun (in a weird way….) it’s like whenever I’m stressed out (or most likely I just want to waste some minutes…) I’ll just wash my face! Lol of course I don’t do it all day long, please… It’s just..fun in a way haha

Oh! And Girls’ Generation released their new Japanese album and there’s this song in it called Stay Girls and I really do love it to bits and it would be spankin’ if you guys could take a listen to it. Really liked what the lyrics are saying



And I’ve also been listening to Taylor Swift’s RED album recently and it is so good! My absolute favourite track is State of Grace and her performance in The X Factor USA few weeks back was just perfect! She kinda looked really cute with her mouth wide open like that hahaha!!!



Anywas Christmas is coming so Merry Christmas ya’ll!! I know it’s still like so freaking early but let’s get into the holiday mood shall we? Tis’ the season to be jolly!!!  


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Rise and Shine

ugh honestly, name me one person on this earth who loves, and i mean really loves without grumbling or complaining, waking up early in the morning? more so when the weather is cold and chilly and absolutely perfect for staying in bed till it's way pass noon. tell me! haha

every single time i get woken up before the sun is up, especially for 8am classes, i'll sit upright on my bed and point out the window towards the sky and go

"ugh why am i up so early?!! the sun isn't even up yet!!!" 

but i still get off the bed and wash up anyway. it's not that i can't wake up early, i mean i totally can wake up early..i just need to set an alarm. i'll grumble a lot in the first 5 minutes after being woken up but after that i'll still go on like it's perfectly normal to get up before the sun does.

i wouldn't say that i'm not a morning person, but i also wouldn't say that i am. i mean, i do get hyper at times early in the morning, mostly because maybe i'm going to have an awesome time to compensate for the loss of sleep like maybe going out with my friends and all.

and...

breakfast is good for the body my ass..every time i wake up early to go to breakfast i always end up feeling like shit when it's nearing mid morning or noon. i'll be so lethargic and cranky and grumpy etc etc....it's not a very pretty sight. then the whole pre-planned afternoon schedule goes out the door because i'll be in too big of a bad mood to do them so i'll most of the time end up sleeping till like..4pm? haha


Friday, November 23, 2012

hmm?

so i was like looking through Jenna's sister's wedding pictures on Facebook and it got me thinking

"not hot wan meh??!!!!"

and the next thought was

"there is nothing you can say or do to get me to do that outdoors with no aircond" 

i mean like seriously, after years of looking at people's outdoor wedding photos, haven't you guys wondered how the weather was at that time?

don't get me wrong, those pictures were really sweet, really they were. but this is more of my personal opinion on stuff like this. like..indoor shoot is totally ok, provided the air cond is on at full blast to keep me from sweating haha!! if you guys know me well enough you would know that i sweat like super a lot and super easily.

i've asked around, like my cousin brother and one of my mom's ex-students, how was it like during the shoot and they both said it was not fun at all. hahaha!!!

but yea..who knows what the future holds aye? hehehe

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Once upon a time...


Once upon a time in a not-so-little high school in a not-so-little town, there was this girl. She was a rowdy, spunky and a quirky 15-year old, one of the noisiest in her class if she could add. She wasn’t at all perfect, physically, and academically. She would cheer if she had gotten a C in her most hated subject and received many looks of disapproval from her teachers. It was understandable, for which student would cheer as happily as she did upon getting a C in a test?

At the beginning of that particular year when the class’s schedule was handed out, groans echoed throughout the room when the student saw what would their Thursday be like for the year. It was filled with subjects they had labeled as unnecessary and useless. Many had already made up their mind to skip most of the Thursdays from then on; except for her.

She had wanted to skip, of course, like everybody else. There was no use in going to school on Thursdays with a schedule like that. However she couldn’t. If she had she would be in trouble with the disciplinary board. She had duties to fulfill, duties in which she wanted but couldn’t run away from.

And so it began, all of her friends disappeared as soon as Thursday came. She was left alone in class while her friends were all at home, either catching up on sleep or having their noses stuck in their books. Every Thursday before class started she sat pathetically in her seat, hoping with all her heart that one of her friends would show up at the front door. But many a times they did not and she was left alone once again.

She tried everything; she even begged them to come to school on Thursday so that she would have a few good companies. But most told her to get somebody else to replace her for her duties and skipped school like the rest of them. Could you imagine what was it like for her? Of course the class wasn’t completely empty on Thursdays but without her best friends with her, it was as good as empty.

It was that time when she resented her so-called best friends a lot. It was then when she decided to mix with the others in her class, those who were always there with her on that miserable day of the week because their parents wouldn’t allow them to skip classes. They were good company and so she had gotten closer to them, but they weren’t her best friends. They could never fill that void in her day.

As the months passed she had gotten used to it. Thursdays were no longer a dread and she had accepted the fact that she was and would continue to be alone for the weeks to come. She had stopped blaming her friends for abandoning her. She had mellowed and she had accepted her fate for that year.

The only thing that pissed her was after the finals had passed for the year. She had planned to skip school because nothing had mattered anymore. And so she had told her friends her plan and was shocked at the replies

“Come to school please, I’m moving next year. You can’t do this to me”

She inwardly scoffed and screamed in frustration in her mind. How could he? So it didn’t matter when they skipped when classes were still important but now that they weren’t anymore it was suddenly such a big issue that she was going to skip? She wanted to scream at them, she wanted nothing more than to throw a huge tantrum and storm out of class.

But she couldn’t. She knew she couldn’t. It was not in her character to do such an act and she definitely wasn’t a person who spoke her mind at all. It was the way she was brought up – never to talk back. Talking back would result in lectures and scolding which she thought she really could do without, so she had always held back her tongue in front of people.

She felt grateful for having such friends, however. They had shaped her into the person she is today; a rather reserved and quiet person who never really spoke her mind and a person who always kept her thoughts to herself. She had also learnt not to trust people and to always have a wall ready to keep others at bay. Never again did she share her likes and dislikes enthusiastically in front of people for fear of being judged.

If she was judged then, why wouldn’t she be judged now? 

If she was so easily left alone then, why would now be any different?

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Books, Books and more Books



Tada~ so this is my small collection. It’s still expanding, seeing how I already have the first three books of the Lorean series; it is sort of an obligation to get the rest of the books.

I got three new books within a month and I have yet to finish The Joy Luck Club, one which I bought like, over half a year ago in Singapore. The three new additions are:

i.                     The Rise of Nine – Pittacus Lore
ii.                   The Five People You Meet in Heaven – Mitch Albom
iii.                  Secret Daughter – Shilpi Somaya Gowda

I’m definitely going to keep buying more books. I know there’s ebooks and audio books nowadays but nothing beats holding a classic paperback and just chilling on the sofa and read it. Fun aye? Or does it sound absolutely boring and nerdy? Hehe

I’ve always have this dream of having this mini library in my house in the future. A fully air conditioned room with book shelves lining the walls and stretching up all the way to the ceiling. Then in the middle of the room will lie the comfiest sofa I can find, with a coffee table for me to put my legs up (hehe my posture isn’t the most..lady like when I read, my legs will be up way over there or they’ll be sprawled all over the place). There won’t be a desk in the room. Well..because..who the heck does leisure reading at the desk like you’re studying for some law paper or something right? Haha!! But there will be an allocated corner for me to display all my Soshi stuff hehe

I know this is gonna be a pretty expensive thing to want but hey, a girl can dream right? 

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Beep

iTunes Japan released a new song from Shoujo Jidai's upcoming studio album, Flower Power. The song is titled Beep Beep and it is so cute!!!!!

OMG like this song is totally my style seriously!

like i haven't loved a song on the first listen since their song, Genie, from three years ago!

check it out!!

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Movie Review/Summary/IMHO 4: Bollywood Hollywood


I’ve recently (an hour ago recently) watched a movie titled Bollywood Hollywood. This 2002 filmed starred Canadian actress, model and philanthropist, Lisa Ray and Indian actor Rahul Khanna. The movie is in English, with a little Hindi thrown in here and there but let’s not let the language be a barrier from us enjoying a good movie aye?

This movie is about this guy who meets this girl at a club and assumed that she is a Spanish escort and thus hires her to play his fiancée until his sister’s wedding is over. Bla bla bla cut to the chase, they fall in love. 

Typical really, nothing much to comment about that.

But what I really liked about this movie was that it was very light, perfect if you want something to distress and unwind for the day and it’s the grandmother in it is hilarious! It’s hard to find an Indian grandmother character who’s as cool as her, most I think just wants to control everybody and is usually the villain in the movie aye. Hehe

But no, this is a romantic comedy set in Toronto, Canada. The movie has two Bollywood style dance numbers where the usual, featuring a big group of people coming out at random and starts dancing and singing. They’re really fun to watch, for me at least. Maybe because Lisa is there and she’s pretty so it doesn’t hurt to just watch for a few minutes XDDDDDD

If you get the chance, watch it. I think this is highly recommended. It’s funny, it’s light and I’ll just spoil it for you guys a bit – it has a very happy ending =]

this is the trailer 


Friday, November 9, 2012

Queen in action XD


and this is why she's the Queen of Genovia XDD

i saw this on tumblr, just the gifs of it so i went looking for the video and wow, the way she made that speech was so...er..awesome? haha i really can't think of any other words besides awesome for this, pardon my limited vocabulary.

"I'm not being brave, I'm being a decent human being" 

and..did you guys know she got married like..two months ago? haha i didn't know!! and she had her hair cut short, like a pixie cut or something! first time seeing a bride in short hair that's for sure

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Dreaming

"I want to be with some one, who ten years from now, makes my heart jump when I hear the key at the door"

i heard that from a movie whose title has eluded my memory. the quote came to me in the evening while i was looking out the window, seeing the rain fall like a waterfall onto the earthly surface. i got reminded of that Umbrella story i wrote a while ago haha.

ahem...so as i was saying, yea i would very much like to meet somebody like that in the future. 

i mean, wouldn't it be nice? (allow me to day dream for a moment here haha)

you waiting at home for your other half to come home and just dart to the door when you hear the keys jingling on the other side, a sign that he's back, and glomp him when he opens the door (haha! confirm watching too much anime d) wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him in for a quick kiss before hurrying him off to wash up for dinner.

wouldn't that be nice? XDD 

the day tzy starts thinking about stuff like this..confirm world is going to end soon haha!!!

either that or this is just another meaningless post for me to kill 30minutes of my very limited study time because i just don't want to go face the book T.T

Sunday, October 21, 2012

I Wanna See You

I'm currently watching this drama called The 3rd Hospital and after 14 episodes, I still don't know why is it called "The 3rd Hospital" ._.


I rarely recommend dramas here but this is one drama that I will die die recommend!! 

Seriously, this drama is so good!!

This is like the first time I’m so hooked to a Korean drama. Seriously!!!! Even when watching Paradise Ranch I was just watching it for the sake of seeing Changmin looking all fine XD

So this drama is about Western doctors vs Oriental (Traditional) doctors. I can’t really explain it without spoiling the drama for you but seriously, please, if you have the time to spare, please check it out.

And..did I forget to mention our dear Girls’ Generation member, Choi Sooyoung is acting in it?

:DDDD

I tell you..her acting really blew me away! She acts to well!! In almost every scene it was so good!! And the emotional scene literally broke my heart and I found myself crying with her character in the drama.


And..actually the whole point of this post is to recommend this song which so happens to be the OST of the drama, so sun bian recommend the drama also la haha

I Wanna See You by Hi.ni


i cannot find the lyrics translations yet but doesn't it sound so heartbreaking? T.T


Thursday, October 18, 2012

Hurling

I am back in Kampar, at least till tomorrow when I'll pack my bags and head home again. it's convocation weekend now and i so don't wanna be stuck in this little place when there's going to be like hundreds of cars crawling all over the town.

came back on Sunday since class started on Monday. i was already paranoid that i wouldn't be able to sleep that night since i had a problem when changing beds and pillows, like those little kids would. and true enough, i couldn't sleep.

after tossing and turning for about 5 hours or so, i sat up on my bed with a weird feeling coming up at the back of my throat and ran to the toilet, hovered over the toilet bowl and voila, i threw up .___.

i don't know why i threw up because all that came out was water, no traces of any kind of food whatsoever. the first time i threw up, it was around 5:50am.. it went on until about 9:30am, with me hovering over the toilet bowl every 15 to 20 minutes. the intervals were shorter during the first hour, every ten minutes and i'll hurl once. then it slowly increased till it eventually stopped.

man i tell you i felt so lousy that day. my eyes were already tired from the lack of sleep but i don't know why but when i hurled, tears came out (lol) and it made my eyes even more tired. i literally felt like dying just to end the whole ordeal, or maybe it was just an exaggeration of my condition back then.

by the end of the day, the hurling stopped but i think i got a slight fever and a major headache so i went to bed at 8pm, only to wake up at 10:30pm, 2:30am and 3am. the first two times was to go pee but the last time, i just sat up on the bed, staring at the clock thinking

"OTL how to sleep for another 6hours??!!!!"

but i ended up waking up at 9am anyway (hahahha) and feeling way better, though my head still hurt if i stood up too fast or if i made any sudden movements.

appetite wise, it had been bad. the smell of food nauseated me. on monday itself i didn't eat till dinner. Tuesday, i barely had half a bowl of noodles and still wasn't hungry by dinner. didn't finish dinner for both days. it didn't return till yesterday night or maybe having Maggi was the right thing to do to bring it back since i had been eating very plain, literally tasteless, food the past two days. my friends were worried because we went out for dinner today

"you sure you ok? Can order those stuff?"

"meh..if i die when we get back, so be it"

well..let's just say i cannot agree with sambal belacan at the moment. totally diarrhoea-ed when i got back to my room. haha

so this has been my week. don't wanna relive it anytime soon .__.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Results

right so results were out last Thursday [11.10.2012] and well...mine's not very pretty but it's fine.

really it's fine. i'm just very relieved that i didn't fail anything. really

to be honest i didn't even get to see my results, as in, i couldn't log in due to the heavy traffic . an unnie of mine helped and she sent me the printscreen of it on fb.

so tada~!! not pretty at all right? haiz..i was expecting 3Bs at least but nevermind...i'll live =]



Wednesday, September 26, 2012

holiday

you know Ms Procrastinator is on holiday when she abandoned her blog after a series of exam related rant posts =]

so yes, i'm on vacation now and i'm not sure if i'm going to update or not these few days..haha i'll be too busy sleeping and eating XDD

so yea lol

happy holidays to me!!! hahaha

oh btw i do have an idea for a new story..and since i have three weeks..i think you guys can expect a one shot before my new sem starts =]

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Fav Tracks


as some of you might know, Rainie Yang Cheng Lin recently released her 7th full studio album, 想幸福的人  Wishing for Happiness. I absolutely loved the album to bits because it's full of ballads!! and i'm such a sucker for ballads.

these two are my favourite tracks.

track 06 愛。啟程 Ai, Qi Cheng [Love's Journey]


track 09 不敢說的懷念 Bu Gan Shuo De Huai Nian [Don't Dare to Say 'I Miss You']



enjoy =]

Monday, September 17, 2012

For Real

this is a song from my pre-teen years :D

yes it's another anime OST but i swear!! it's good! or at least i think you guys will find the piano version much more soothing than the original XD

For Real (piano ver.)


this is the Guitar version


and last but not least the original version


:DDDD you all still prefer the piano version right? hahahaha

edit 1:


i became more and more SS this exam season..proof that i'm a pro procrastinator lol

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Half Way

alas people! i have reached the half way mark of my exams!!! OTL

seriously, this sem's exam timetable is so, so bad. well, actually mine's considered pretty ok since i don't have two weeks off in between like the rest.

my schedule is like this:
Sat, Wed, Fri, Sat, Fri, Sat.

others is like
Sat, Fri, Sat,Thurs, Fri, Sat.

so teruk right? my goodness i pity them a lot because our last few days' subjects are the killer memorising ones..OTL

Friday, September 14, 2012

When Procrastinating...

got exams in two hours? waste ALL the time by taking SS pics lol

come on..a girl needs to blow of some steam and also chill for a while..right? hehe




(any comments about my hair looking like jb's and i will personally smack you lolol)

Thursday, September 13, 2012

aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! SIBEH STRESS WEI!!!!

WA-WA-WALAO EXAM SIBEH STRESS

AAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! SIBEH STRESS WEI!!!!

WA-WA-WALAO EXAM SIBEH STRESS

***

ok clearly Gangnam Style is getting to me too after i've tried running away from it for so long.

I'M SO STRESSED I'M GONNA DAAAAAIIIIII~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OTL!!!!!


Sunday, September 9, 2012

Thai

neh neh neh neh neh!!!!! check out what i found!! :DDD

this song not bad man!! first Thai song i checked out and the mv also not bad!


oh the girl is Aom Sushar, a very famous Thai actress



pic and video credit to rightful owner

Funfact

Jessica really hates cucumbers :D

i found this video and it's absolutely perfect to show you Sica's dislike towards the fruit/vege XDD



p/s: don't cha think the other members are absolutely hilarious in their attempts to bully her with the vege/fruit? hahaha!!!!

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

All My Love Is For You

Girls' Generation has release a PV for their 5th Single (currently, no title has been announced) but this song is not the title track

check it out :D song recommendation

All My Love Is For You


you won't regret clicking the play button, i assure you.


Monday, September 3, 2012

We Call It Love

song recommendation :D

We Call It Love - Yeoweol (Banana Smell)


do you listen to the songs i post here? i don't want to waste my time and yours =]

ugh...

well, it's been a while since my last non-story post hasn't it?

anyways, exams are going to be under way. we're having our study break at the moment and i'm freaking out because of many unfinished topics.

this is my timetable, or at least..lol



Thursday, August 30, 2012

Fourth Avenue Cafe - Ty

“Hey..pssk..yea you! Come here for a sec.” a voice from behind him called

“Yes?”

“So I heard you’re engaged with Jessica Jung”

“Yea so? What’s it to you?” the boy questioned him.

“Nothing..nothing” he waved his arms defensively

“I see, is that all? I have a meeting to attend.”

“Er..we’ll chat another day.” He turned and walked away

“Hey, what’s your name and how do you know Jess?” the suddenly possessive boyfriend inquired.

He turned around with a lazy expression and mumbled “Ty Kim” and left.

“I’ll be seeing you around, Ty”

***

“Hey you..”

“Kim…what do you want now?”

“Ooo what’s with the attitude man?” Ty mocked him, as if they were buddies for a long time when they actually only met yesterday.

“Look, let me cut to the chase. How much do you know about Jessica? Don’t try to lie, I know. And I also know your families set you two up.”

“What the…how did you know and why are you so curious?!” annoyance was written all over him.

“Relax, I’m not trying to steal your girl away from you. I just thought you should know some things about her. I think the two of you look good together.”

“Er..thanks?”

“Jessica hates cucumbers, in fact she’s allergic to them. She can’t even smell them, if not she’ll feel like barfing. She doesn’t like anything made from cucumbers either, like lotions and what not.”

The boy listened attentively as Ty went on.

“She hates it when people wake her up, so you can forget about the whole sweet good morning texts. You’ll just piss her off.”

“Jess is really picky when it comes to trying out new stuff, especially new food. She’s the kind that person who always order the same thing when she goes to a restaurant she frequents. She won’t touch anything unless recommended by somebody she trusts.”

“She also doesn’t eat all those extras like garnishing on food. Garlic, onions..stuff like that. She needs somebody who can get her out of her comfort zone and also help her clear her plate.”

After talking for an hour or so, Ty was interrupted by his phone. He replied the message and turned back to the person sitting across the table from him.

“I gotta go. See ya”

“Wait..how do you know so much about her and why are you telling me those stuff?”

“I’m just an old friend of hers. I don’t have much time left. Please take good care of her.” Ty got up from his seat and jogged away.

***

End


A/N: i had no prior planning for this.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

hey guys! another song to recommend :D

Yasashisa no Riyuu by ChouCho


it's from an anime called Hyouka (the word literally means Ice Cream) while the title..i think it means Gentle Reason or something because:

1. Yasashisa means gentle or kind

2. Riyuu means reason (sounds almost the same like in Chinese hor? that's the awesomeness of Japanese)


Sunday, August 26, 2012

Bar Scene

A lonely figure walked aimlessly on the banks of the river which runs through their city. Tears cascaded down her cheek as she walked, barefooted with her heels in hand.

How great would it be if happiness was as simple as a love song?

That was the only thing on her mind

***

A young man was nervously fixing his tie in the toilet of a bar. Fidgeting with it, he didn’t notice his friend coming up.

“Why are you still here?” his friend questioned

“Almost done…”

“Are you sure you want to do it this way? It’s so unromantic.”

“It’s romantic because nobody has done it this way before”

“Alright..alright..now come on, let’s go back.”

The two men went downstairs to join the rest of their friends. They were having a fun night out. With everybody on the table slightly tipsy, they decided to play the classic game of Truth or Dare. All sorts of question were thrown across the table and also all sorts of ridiculous dares. The bottle spun and stopped at a short haired girl, who so happened to be that young man’s girlfriend.

“So, Truth or Dare?” the others asked eagerly

The girl was hesitant and looked at her boyfriend for help.

“Truth..truth..” he said

“Alright then..truth it is” she announced to the table.

“ok ok ok! I got one! So how many were there before you two met? This question is valid right?”

“How many what?” she asked back

“Oh come on, stop pretending. How many men were there before you two met?”

“Hey, do you know how many were there?” another friend asked him

“I don’t know..I could’ve sworn she told me she was a virgin” he shrugged and the whole table roared laughing.

“Shut up” she playfully slapped his shoulder and continued “ok ok, 3..there were 3..happy?”

And with the bottle began to spin again. The young man was sitting anxiously thinking why hasn’t the bottle landed on him yet. He looked at his friend on the right and gave a nod. The next thing you know, the bottle stopped pointing at him.

“Woohoo!!! Finally!! Come on! Truth or Dare?”

“Dare” he bravely replied.

“Alright! Propose to her.” The table fell silent as soon as the dare was said.

“Hey..guys, why so quiet all of a sudden? Don’t scare me” she asked the gang when she saw her boyfriend got up and kneeled.

“This is my Dare and also my Truth. From the first moment I saw you I told myself that I have to marry you. Will you marry me?”

Before she could react, another person had came up to the table and stared at the young man and the shifted her gaze to the girl. Slowly she bent down and whispered huskily

“Congratulations..” before crashing her lips onto the girls, leaving the whole table gasping at the sight of the two girls kissing.

The girl pushed the intruder away a few moments later after a bit of a struggle. Standing up right, the intruder merely smirked and walked off.

Everybody was stunned, to say the least especially that young man.

***

Tbc


A/N: based on 想幸福的人. i own nothing.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Tonight

another song to recommend :D

Pixie Lott's All About Tonight

Fourth Avenue Cafe - Epilogue

Fin


It has been a few years. Somehow I found time to pass rather slowly now, or perhaps it has always passed at this pace but I never really noticed it. Semesters had gone by and I barely made it through. My friends got worried when I returned to campus looking like all the life had been sucked out of me that time. They found out about what happened soon enough. Our old gang members too. Each went to pay their last respects to our ‘comrade’ as we would call each other all those years ago.

I find myself here time and time again whenever I’m back in town. There’s just something to it, I don’t know what, that draws me in almost every single time I pass by. Sometimes I’d just stand outside the shop and just scan the interior for a while before walking away.

So here I am again today, the same as the day before. I’m at this seat, the very same one I sat in years ago while goofing off with him. I gaze at my cup, a drink I know I’ll never touch. As I trace the cup’s edges, I silently pray to hear those two words just once more

“Hey Jess!”

I sighed knowing that I will never hear them again. I wish for him to come up to me and tap my shoulders one last time but of course, I know that will never happen again no matter how hard I wish.

No more spending afternoons catching up.

No more teasing each other.

No more café dates.

No more…

I closed my eyes and took one deep breath and exhaled. Opening them, I made my decision. I had to let go and so I did. With one swift movement I was off the seat and out the door, walking away and refrained from turning back.

Today is my last day in this country and I came back to say goodbye to an old friend, an old crush and also the Fourth Avenue Café.

Fourth Avenue Cafe - Fin

Part 1


“Hey Jess! Fancy running into you here” the boy chuckled “seat taken?”

“Haha very funny..and I know you’ll plop your butt on the chair even if I said it was taken.”

“Point taken” he grinned and sat down with an ‘oof’

“Hey, why is it that this seems to be the only place we can meet?”

“Huh?” he asked while munching his sandwich, revealing the mushed up contents in his mouth.

“EW! Close mouth while chewing please. And I was saying that why is it that I don’t seem to be able to bump into you anywhere in town besides here?”

He nodded and swallowed before answering

“Because..I’m in my room most of the time.” He shrugged and took a sip of his juice.

Jessica looked at him quizzically and he returned the look with a comical one while wiggling his brows, causing her to burst laughing.

“Stop it I’m serious! Why are you in your room most of the time anyway? You should be out chasing girls or something..or do you already have a girlfriend which I think I have the rights to know about.”

He waved his hand to brush off the idea of him having a significant other.

“I just..have some stuff to do..”

“And does these stuff interfere with your meal times?”

“Pardon?”

“Meal times, ya know? You lost quite a lot of weight since high school graduation.”

“Baby fats disappear by themselves when you hit 20 ya know.” He snickered.

“Oh shut up you..”

That day was rather different. After chatting for about half an hour or so he suggested that they go for a walk seeing how nice the spring weather was that day. She agreed and the two left the café, chattering away like two kindergarteners.

After strolling along Fourth Avenue for about an hour or so the two bid each other goodbye as the day darkened. Another unspoken promise was made that they would meet again tomorrow in what they have come to refer to as their café on Fourth Avenue.

***

“Mom, I’m going out. Be back in a while.” Jessica called out to her mother before she opened the front door.

“Jess are you going to the café to meet him?” her mother’s voice echoed throughout the house.

Jessica turned around to see her mother walking towards her with a rather unreadable expression plastered across her face.

“Yes mom..why?” she questioned with one brow raised.

“Oh honey..didn’t he tell you anything? Or at least hinted to you?” her mother’s expression fell further, causing Jessica to worry.

“Mom what are you talking about? What didn’t he tell me? Mom!” Jessica shook her mother by the shoulders when she fell silent.

“He…he passed about an hour ago..his brother just called me. Apparently he was suffering from a hereditary disease for some time now, the same one his father died off. He even dropped out from college because of treatment..” her mother couldn’t continue as she choked on her tears.

Jessica couldn’t believe her ears. Her eyes widened and her knees threatened to give way but she managed to hold herself upright and stormed out of the house.

She drove like a maniac, not caring the constant blaring of honks she received from the other drivers along the way. She didn’t even bother to park properly when she reached the hospital in their sub-urban town.

She fumbled to check her phone’s inbox to confirm the room he was in. Her mother text her the details after seeing her daughter rush out with no prior knowledge whatsoever. Along the way she could hear the nurses whisper to each other about the patient in her destination

“That poor boy in 309…”

“I know..”

“He would have lasted a bit longer…”

“If he didn’t keep missing his treatments these two weeks…”

“He disappears almost every afternoon for hours..”

“And he was such a fine young man too..”

“It’s so sad he got diagnosed so early…”

Jessica stopped and let the conversation she just overheard sink in.

He’s been sick all along and he never told me…

He’s been missing on treatment sessions and he never told me…

He’s been shortening his life by spending time with me and he never told me…

He never told me…

Jessica gathered the remaining strength in her legs and marched to room 309 where the first thing she heard was his mother’s accusing voice and his siblings trying to calm their mother down.

“YOU!! This is all your doing!!! If you never showed up he would still be here with us!!”

Jessica instinctively backed out of the room slowly as she saw that his mother was ready to pounce on her if it weren’t for his brother restraining her.

“Mom she didn’t know anything. You can’t blame her”

“Of course I can!! If that girl never showed up your brother would still be here!! He would still be here!!” his mother cried in anguish as she pounded his eldest son’s shoulders.

Jessica’s eyes alternate between his mother and his body resting on the bed for a few moments before deciding that it was not her place to stay. Quickly she turned on her heels and left the room, ran down the corridor while wiping the tears off her eyes.

***

Jessica missed the funeral. She couldn’t bear to see that scene again. The hurt in his mother’s eyes were too much for the young lady to handle. She waited at a safe distance for everybody to clear after the ceremony was over before slowly approaching the grave.

“You stupid dork! Why didn’t you tell me anything?!” she muttered under her breath as she made herself comfortable sitting in front of his tombstone.

“You should’ve told me…” she trailed off reading the carvings on the stone before her.

Ty Kim

2013-2033

Brother, son and dear friend,

You will be missed.

***


A/N: done! woohoo!! with approximately 2,200 words, i'm pretty proud of myself for not giving up on this haha i think the trick for me to finish something is to write the beginning first..then post it up..then write the ending..then think how to link the head and the tail lol

so..feedback? please drop a line or two. i'm borderline begging you guys to. please?

thank you for reading this. =]


Epilogue