Friday, December 28, 2012
sleep debates
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Cup song beats
and Anna Kendrick covered it in the movie Pitch Perfect
tadaaaaa~~ hahahhaha
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Movie Review/Summary/IMHO 5: Pitch Perfect
all pictures are credited to their rightful owners.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Shot 1: Untitled&Discontinued
this post makes no sense seriously lol
Friday, December 7, 2012
Hey you..yea you!
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Rise and Shine
every single time i get woken up before the sun is up, especially for 8am classes, i'll sit upright on my bed and point out the window towards the sky and go
"ugh why am i up so early?!! the sun isn't even up yet!!!"
but i still get off the bed and wash up anyway. it's not that i can't wake up early, i mean i totally can wake up early..i just need to set an alarm. i'll grumble a lot in the first 5 minutes after being woken up but after that i'll still go on like it's perfectly normal to get up before the sun does.
i wouldn't say that i'm not a morning person, but i also wouldn't say that i am. i mean, i do get hyper at times early in the morning, mostly because maybe i'm going to have an awesome time to compensate for the loss of sleep like maybe going out with my friends and all.
and...
breakfast is good for the body my ass..every time i wake up early to go to breakfast i always end up feeling like shit when it's nearing mid morning or noon. i'll be so lethargic and cranky and grumpy etc etc....it's not a very pretty sight. then the whole pre-planned afternoon schedule goes out the door because i'll be in too big of a bad mood to do them so i'll most of the time end up sleeping till like..4pm? haha
Friday, November 23, 2012
hmm?
"not hot wan meh??!!!!"
and the next thought was
"there is nothing you can say or do to get me to do that outdoors with no aircond"
i mean like seriously, after years of looking at people's outdoor wedding photos, haven't you guys wondered how the weather was at that time?
don't get me wrong, those pictures were really sweet, really they were. but this is more of my personal opinion on stuff like this. like..indoor shoot is totally ok, provided the air cond is on at full blast to keep me from sweating haha!! if you guys know me well enough you would know that i sweat like super a lot and super easily.
i've asked around, like my cousin brother and one of my mom's ex-students, how was it like during the shoot and they both said it was not fun at all. hahaha!!!
but yea..who knows what the future holds aye? hehehe
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Once upon a time...
If she was so easily left alone then, why would now be any different?
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Books, Books and more Books
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Beep
OMG like this song is totally my style seriously!
like i haven't loved a song on the first listen since their song, Genie, from three years ago!
Sunday, November 11, 2012
Movie Review/Summary/IMHO 4: Bollywood Hollywood
Friday, November 9, 2012
Queen in action XD
and this is why she's the Queen of Genovia XDD
i saw this on tumblr, just the gifs of it so i went looking for the video and wow, the way she made that speech was so...er..awesome? haha i really can't think of any other words besides awesome for this, pardon my limited vocabulary.
"I'm not being brave, I'm being a decent human being"
and..did you guys know she got married like..two months ago? haha i didn't know!! and she had her hair cut short, like a pixie cut or something! first time seeing a bride in short hair that's for sure
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Dreaming
i heard that from a movie whose title has eluded my memory. the quote came to me in the evening while i was looking out the window, seeing the rain fall like a waterfall onto the earthly surface. i got reminded of that Umbrella story i wrote a while ago haha.
ahem...so as i was saying, yea i would very much like to meet somebody like that in the future.
i mean, wouldn't it be nice? (allow me to day dream for a moment here haha)
you waiting at home for your other half to come home and just dart to the door when you hear the keys jingling on the other side, a sign that he's back, and glomp him when he opens the door (haha! confirm watching too much anime d) wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him in for a quick kiss before hurrying him off to wash up for dinner.
wouldn't that be nice? XDD
the day tzy starts thinking about stuff like this..confirm world is going to end soon haha!!!
either that or this is just another meaningless post for me to kill 30minutes of my very limited study time because i just don't want to go face the book T.T
Sunday, October 21, 2012
I Wanna See You
And..actually the whole point of this post is to recommend this song which so happens to be the OST of the drama, so sun bian recommend the drama also la haha
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Hurling
came back on Sunday since class started on Monday. i was already paranoid that i wouldn't be able to sleep that night since i had a problem when changing beds and pillows, like those little kids would. and true enough, i couldn't sleep.
after tossing and turning for about 5 hours or so, i sat up on my bed with a weird feeling coming up at the back of my throat and ran to the toilet, hovered over the toilet bowl and voila, i threw up .___.
i don't know why i threw up because all that came out was water, no traces of any kind of food whatsoever. the first time i threw up, it was around 5:50am.. it went on until about 9:30am, with me hovering over the toilet bowl every 15 to 20 minutes. the intervals were shorter during the first hour, every ten minutes and i'll hurl once. then it slowly increased till it eventually stopped.
man i tell you i felt so lousy that day. my eyes were already tired from the lack of sleep but i don't know why but when i hurled, tears came out (lol) and it made my eyes even more tired. i literally felt like dying just to end the whole ordeal, or maybe it was just an exaggeration of my condition back then.
by the end of the day, the hurling stopped but i think i got a slight fever and a major headache so i went to bed at 8pm, only to wake up at 10:30pm, 2:30am and 3am. the first two times was to go pee but the last time, i just sat up on the bed, staring at the clock thinking
"OTL how to sleep for another 6hours??!!!!"
but i ended up waking up at 9am anyway (hahahha) and feeling way better, though my head still hurt if i stood up too fast or if i made any sudden movements.
appetite wise, it had been bad. the smell of food nauseated me. on monday itself i didn't eat till dinner. Tuesday, i barely had half a bowl of noodles and still wasn't hungry by dinner. didn't finish dinner for both days. it didn't return till yesterday night or maybe having Maggi was the right thing to do to bring it back since i had been eating very plain, literally tasteless, food the past two days. my friends were worried because we went out for dinner today
"you sure you ok? Can order those stuff?"
"meh..if i die when we get back, so be it"
well..let's just say i cannot agree with sambal belacan at the moment. totally diarrhoea-ed when i got back to my room. haha
so this has been my week. don't wanna relive it anytime soon .__.
Monday, October 15, 2012
Results
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
holiday
so yes, i'm on vacation now and i'm not sure if i'm going to update or not these few days..haha i'll be too busy sleeping and eating XDD
so yea lol
happy holidays to me!!! hahaha
oh btw i do have an idea for a new story..and since i have three weeks..i think you guys can expect a one shot before my new sem starts =]
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Fav Tracks
track 09 不敢說的懷念 Bu Gan Shuo De Huai Nian [Don't Dare to Say 'I Miss You']
enjoy =]
Monday, September 17, 2012
For Real
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Half Way
Friday, September 14, 2012
When Procrastinating...
Thursday, September 13, 2012
aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Thai
Funfact
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
All My Love Is For You
Monday, September 3, 2012
We Call It Love
ugh...
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Fourth Avenue Cafe - Ty
“Hey..pssk..yea you! Come here for a sec.” a voice from behind him called
“Yes?”
“So I heard you’re engaged with Jessica Jung”
“Yea so? What’s it to you?” the boy questioned him.
“Nothing..nothing” he waved his arms defensively
“I see, is that all? I have a meeting to attend.”
“Er..we’ll chat another day.” He turned and walked away
“Hey, what’s your name and how do you know Jess?” the suddenly possessive boyfriend inquired.
He turned around with a lazy expression and mumbled “Ty Kim” and left.
“I’ll be seeing you around, Ty”
***
“Hey you..”
“Kim…what do you want now?”
“Ooo what’s with the attitude man?” Ty mocked him, as if they were buddies for a long time when they actually only met yesterday.
“Look, let me cut to the chase. How much do you know about Jessica? Don’t try to lie, I know. And I also know your families set you two up.”
“What the…how did you know and why are you so curious?!” annoyance was written all over him.
“Relax, I’m not trying to steal your girl away from you. I just thought you should know some things about her. I think the two of you look good together.”
“Er..thanks?”
“Jessica hates cucumbers, in fact she’s allergic to them. She can’t even smell them, if not she’ll feel like barfing. She doesn’t like anything made from cucumbers either, like lotions and what not.”
The boy listened attentively as Ty went on.
“She hates it when people wake her up, so you can forget about the whole sweet good morning texts. You’ll just piss her off.”
“Jess is really picky when it comes to trying out new stuff, especially new food. She’s the kind that person who always order the same thing when she goes to a restaurant she frequents. She won’t touch anything unless recommended by somebody she trusts.”
“She also doesn’t eat all those extras like garnishing on food. Garlic, onions..stuff like that. She needs somebody who can get her out of her comfort zone and also help her clear her plate.”
After talking for an hour or so, Ty was interrupted by his phone. He replied the message and turned back to the person sitting across the table from him.
“I gotta go. See ya”
“Wait..how do you know so much about her and why are you telling me those stuff?”
“I’m just an old friend of hers. I don’t have much time left. Please take good care of her.” Ty got up from his seat and jogged away.
***
End
A/N: i had no prior planning for this.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Bar Scene
A lonely figure walked aimlessly on the banks of the river which runs through their city. Tears cascaded down her cheek as she walked, barefooted with her heels in hand.
How great would it be if happiness was as simple as a love song?
That was the only thing on her mind
***
A young man was nervously fixing his tie in the toilet of a bar. Fidgeting with it, he didn’t notice his friend coming up.
“Why are you still here?” his friend questioned
“Almost done…”
“Are you sure you want to do it this way? It’s so unromantic.”
“It’s romantic because nobody has done it this way before”
“Alright..alright..now come on, let’s go back.”
The two men went downstairs to join the rest of their friends. They were having a fun night out. With everybody on the table slightly tipsy, they decided to play the classic game of Truth or Dare. All sorts of question were thrown across the table and also all sorts of ridiculous dares. The bottle spun and stopped at a short haired girl, who so happened to be that young man’s girlfriend.
“So, Truth or Dare?” the others asked eagerly
The girl was hesitant and looked at her boyfriend for help.
“Truth..truth..” he said
“Alright then..truth it is” she announced to the table.
“ok ok ok! I got one! So how many were there before you two met? This question is valid right?”
“How many what?” she asked back
“Oh come on, stop pretending. How many men were there before you two met?”
“Hey, do you know how many were there?” another friend asked him
“I don’t know..I could’ve sworn she told me she was a virgin” he shrugged and the whole table roared laughing.
“Shut up” she playfully slapped his shoulder and continued “ok ok, 3..there were 3..happy?”
And with the bottle began to spin again. The young man was sitting anxiously thinking why hasn’t the bottle landed on him yet. He looked at his friend on the right and gave a nod. The next thing you know, the bottle stopped pointing at him.
“Woohoo!!! Finally!! Come on! Truth or Dare?”
“Dare” he bravely replied.
“Alright! Propose to her.” The table fell silent as soon as the dare was said.
“Hey..guys, why so quiet all of a sudden? Don’t scare me” she asked the gang when she saw her boyfriend got up and kneeled.
“This is my Dare and also my Truth. From the first moment I saw you I told myself that I have to marry you. Will you marry me?”
Before she could react, another person had came up to the table and stared at the young man and the shifted her gaze to the girl. Slowly she bent down and whispered huskily
“Congratulations..” before crashing her lips onto the girls, leaving the whole table gasping at the sight of the two girls kissing.
The girl pushed the intruder away a few moments later after a bit of a struggle. Standing up right, the intruder merely smirked and walked off.
Everybody was stunned, to say the least especially that young man.
***
Tbc
A/N: based on 想幸福的人. i own nothing.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Fourth Avenue Cafe - Epilogue
It has been a few years. Somehow I found time to pass rather slowly now, or perhaps it has always passed at this pace but I never really noticed it. Semesters had gone by and I barely made it through. My friends got worried when I returned to campus looking like all the life had been sucked out of me that time. They found out about what happened soon enough. Our old gang members too. Each went to pay their last respects to our ‘comrade’ as we would call each other all those years ago.
I find myself here time and time again whenever I’m back in town. There’s just something to it, I don’t know what, that draws me in almost every single time I pass by. Sometimes I’d just stand outside the shop and just scan the interior for a while before walking away.
So here I am again today, the same as the day before. I’m at this seat, the very same one I sat in years ago while goofing off with him. I gaze at my cup, a drink I know I’ll never touch. As I trace the cup’s edges, I silently pray to hear those two words just once more
“Hey Jess!”
I sighed knowing that I will never hear them again. I wish for him to come up to me and tap my shoulders one last time but of course, I know that will never happen again no matter how hard I wish.
No more spending afternoons catching up.
No more teasing each other.
No more café dates.
No more…
I closed my eyes and took one deep breath and exhaled. Opening them, I made my decision. I had to let go and so I did. With one swift movement I was off the seat and out the door, walking away and refrained from turning back.
Today is my last day in this country and I came back to say goodbye to an old friend, an old crush and also the Fourth Avenue Café.
Fourth Avenue Cafe - Fin
“Hey Jess! Fancy running into you here” the boy chuckled “seat taken?”
“Haha very funny..and I know you’ll plop your butt on the chair even if I said it was taken.”
“Point taken” he grinned and sat down with an ‘oof’
“Hey, why is it that this seems to be the only place we can meet?”
“Huh?” he asked while munching his sandwich, revealing the mushed up contents in his mouth.
“EW! Close mouth while chewing please. And I was saying that why is it that I don’t seem to be able to bump into you anywhere in town besides here?”
He nodded and swallowed before answering
“Because..I’m in my room most of the time.” He shrugged and took a sip of his juice.
Jessica looked at him quizzically and he returned the look with a comical one while wiggling his brows, causing her to burst laughing.
“Stop it I’m serious! Why are you in your room most of the time anyway? You should be out chasing girls or something..or do you already have a girlfriend which I think I have the rights to know about.”
He waved his hand to brush off the idea of him having a significant other.
“I just..have some stuff to do..”
“And does these stuff interfere with your meal times?”
“Pardon?”
“Meal times, ya know? You lost quite a lot of weight since high school graduation.”
“Baby fats disappear by themselves when you hit 20 ya know.” He snickered.
“Oh shut up you..”
That day was rather different. After chatting for about half an hour or so he suggested that they go for a walk seeing how nice the spring weather was that day. She agreed and the two left the café, chattering away like two kindergarteners.
After strolling along Fourth Avenue for about an hour or so the two bid each other goodbye as the day darkened. Another unspoken promise was made that they would meet again tomorrow in what they have come to refer to as their café on Fourth Avenue.
***
“Mom, I’m going out. Be back in a while.” Jessica called out to her mother before she opened the front door.
“Jess are you going to the café to meet him?” her mother’s voice echoed throughout the house.
Jessica turned around to see her mother walking towards her with a rather unreadable expression plastered across her face.
“Yes mom..why?” she questioned with one brow raised.
“Oh honey..didn’t he tell you anything? Or at least hinted to you?” her mother’s expression fell further, causing Jessica to worry.
“Mom what are you talking about? What didn’t he tell me? Mom!” Jessica shook her mother by the shoulders when she fell silent.
“He…he passed about an hour ago..his brother just called me. Apparently he was suffering from a hereditary disease for some time now, the same one his father died off. He even dropped out from college because of treatment..” her mother couldn’t continue as she choked on her tears.
Jessica couldn’t believe her ears. Her eyes widened and her knees threatened to give way but she managed to hold herself upright and stormed out of the house.
She drove like a maniac, not caring the constant blaring of honks she received from the other drivers along the way. She didn’t even bother to park properly when she reached the hospital in their sub-urban town.
She fumbled to check her phone’s inbox to confirm the room he was in. Her mother text her the details after seeing her daughter rush out with no prior knowledge whatsoever. Along the way she could hear the nurses whisper to each other about the patient in her destination
“That poor boy in 309…”
“I know..”
“He would have lasted a bit longer…”
“If he didn’t keep missing his treatments these two weeks…”
“He disappears almost every afternoon for hours..”
“And he was such a fine young man too..”
“It’s so sad he got diagnosed so early…”
Jessica stopped and let the conversation she just overheard sink in.
He’s been sick all along and he never told me…
He’s been missing on treatment sessions and he never told me…
He’s been shortening his life by spending time with me and he never told me…
He never told me…
Jessica gathered the remaining strength in her legs and marched to room 309 where the first thing she heard was his mother’s accusing voice and his siblings trying to calm their mother down.
“YOU!! This is all your doing!!! If you never showed up he would still be here with us!!”
Jessica instinctively backed out of the room slowly as she saw that his mother was ready to pounce on her if it weren’t for his brother restraining her.
“Mom she didn’t know anything. You can’t blame her”
“Of course I can!! If that girl never showed up your brother would still be here!! He would still be here!!” his mother cried in anguish as she pounded his eldest son’s shoulders.
Jessica’s eyes alternate between his mother and his body resting on the bed for a few moments before deciding that it was not her place to stay. Quickly she turned on her heels and left the room, ran down the corridor while wiping the tears off her eyes.
***
Jessica missed the funeral. She couldn’t bear to see that scene again. The hurt in his mother’s eyes were too much for the young lady to handle. She waited at a safe distance for everybody to clear after the ceremony was over before slowly approaching the grave.
“You stupid dork! Why didn’t you tell me anything?!” she muttered under her breath as she made herself comfortable sitting in front of his tombstone.
“You should’ve told me…” she trailed off reading the carvings on the stone before her.
Ty Kim
2013-2033
Brother, son and dear friend,
You will be missed.
***
A/N: done! woohoo!! with approximately 2,200 words, i'm pretty proud of myself for not giving up on this haha i think the trick for me to finish something is to write the beginning first..then post it up..then write the ending..then think how to link the head and the tail lol
so..feedback? please drop a line or two. i'm borderline begging you guys to. please?
thank you for reading this. =]