Friday, April 29, 2011

I Close My Eyes (LOL)

I wonder if it’s because of my lack of sleep lately or is it because of other factors, but I’ve been having really weird dreams nowadays.

The day before I dreamt of Toy Story but Woody and Buzz seem to have merged into one body, Woody’s. He was still in the cowboy suit but he looked more buffed. Then he was looking for something small on the ground, but whenever he reached for it, it would always fall into a hole and that repeated for quite some time.

Then it somehow jumped to a college cafeteria scene. Everything was white; benches were made of metal bars placed parallel to one another to make the seats. Then I met one of my friends who I haven’t seen in a very long while together with his sister. But everything seemed so awkward, like the first meeting when making new friends. Something was wrong with his sister, too. White substance oozed out from her eyes.

Last night, I dreamt of school teachers that I haven’t seen in a long time, in particular a certain shortie. I don’t know why, please don’t ask.

Everything is so weird lately.

I’m afraid to take afternoon naps because I’m scared that I cannot sleep at night. Whenever I lie down on the bed after lights out, I’m scared that I’m going to spend hours rolling on the bed, forcing myself to sleep.

I can’t sleep well, and I don’t know why. I ended up replaying the chorus of Hoot over and over again in my head last night because I felt it helped make me sleepy and it did. That’s another thing funny about me, I can fall asleep even though I’m listening to fast beat music.

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